No cure

It doesn’t matter what you do, depression always lingers. Just trying to move away from it is all anyone can do. Meds, distractions, activities with friends or any form of activity that doesn’t involve letting your thoughts run wild. Although self-reflection is good in some cases, I don’t think it’s something I can handle, at least for prolonged periods in isolation. I don’t know if it’s obvious what I am trying to say here so I will just say it, I hurt myself again. It doesn’t go away, these annoying thoughts of minor things I did all piled up on top of me whilst isolated. I wish we had a better understanding of the human mind; I still struggle to decide whether it’s worth living or not every day and I don’t know which side is correct. Do I just continue to suffer so others don’t, or do I finally act for myself instead of others…

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